N-N-N-N-Nineteen 17 Ayley

N-N-N-N-NINETEEN 17: Ayley

Ayley This time I answer the phone. “Is that my boyfriend?” “It is.” Maybe he hasn’t noticed that I’m being a bitch or maybe he just doesn’t want to get into it. He starts to tell me about the game. He doesn’t ask why I wasn’t there. He ... Read More...
N-N-N-N-Nineteen 14 Ayley

N-N-N-N-NINETEEN 14: Ayley

Ayley I’ve got so little time. I’m nineteen. Only yesterday, I was fifteen. That’s what it feels like. I open the window and the cold winter air pours into my bedroom. I pick up the guitar and position my microphone and camera. I’ve only been ... Read More...
nnnnnineteen chapter two ayley


Ayley I watch myself in the mirror and go again. Perfection isn’t an option. It’s a must. I see the girls like me. Who look hotter than me. Who talk the talk better than I do. I don’t care about them. It wouldn’t make a difference if I looked lik... Read More...


Favourite artists: Billie Eilish, Ariana Grande, Lady Gaga, Against The Current, Coldplay, Lana Del Rey, The Chainsmokers, Yungblud, Elton John, Kelly Clarkson
Favourite album: Billie Eilish – When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?
Favourite song: Lady Gaga & Bradley Cooper – Shallow
Best gig: Billie Eilish @ Glastonbury
Lyric worth remembering: ‘I’m off the deep end, watch as I dive in’