I don’t know shit about the problems of the world – I’m just a stupid fucking little girl – a stupid fucking dick – who doesn’t know fuck who doesn’t know shit – they use capital letters to shout – SOMEONE TAKE THIS BITCH OUT – I read the same things over and over – all these people who say I don’t need to know her to know her – they say they’re going to cut me open – and I’m looking over my shoulder but I don’t know them – it’s like living in a horror movie – them saying that they’re going to fucking do me – I don’t know when and I don’t know where – which is why I’m so fucking scared – maybe they’ll drag me into a car by my hair – one thing’s for sure, they’ll get me oh yeah – they told me that’s a fucking promise – and I try not to let it bother me but if I’m honest – it makes me want to cry – I’m tired of walking around in disguise – or hiding in my hotel room – cause everyone sees through every costume – and now it’s worse than ever – they think I tried to be too clever – who the fuck do I think I am – well I guess at least now I know where I stand – and it all goes to show – that I don’t know – shit about the world – I’m just a stupid little girl – such a stupid dick – who doesn’t know shit…

Read the first entry from Bright Star’s diary.