Been watching old news reports of Britney’s breakdown in 2007 – not long after the end of her marriage to Kevin – I feel people still judge her because of it – like all of those people still give her shit – she never came back the same they say – and maybe she didn’t, but hey – bet it’s gotta blow – to be treated like a freakshow – I  don’t blame her for putting up walls – coming back at all’s – gotta have taken some balls – I know that I’m scared of breaking in half – I don’t want everyone to laugh – I want to give the world the real me – but maybe – I should be – more like Britney – cause I’m finding it hard to block out the noise – of all the haters, mostly boys – saying that I’m something I’m not – that I used to be hot – they say I’m some kind of fake – can’t they see what it used to take – to make me look like that – to make my stomach look so flat – and you know it’s ironic – but they just won’t stop it – they point their finger at me and go blah blah blah – I put my fingers in my ears and go rah rah rah – but when people see you so differently – to the version that you yourself see – it can make you feel fucked up – like you want to get fucked up – but then they’ll say you’re fucked up – they say if Britney shaved her head today – that people wouldn’t treat her the same way – that society’s moved on – that they know laughing at her would be wrong  – I wish I could believe it – but I think that it’s bullshit – no one likes it when a woman’s not sexy – when a woman doesn’t dress correctly – I know you think someone should fix me – and I know what you did to Britney…